The Special Goodness - Oops

Oh no, I did it again
Don't look now, but I lost a fried
It might have been me but I think it was him
Makes me think I never had a friend

You wake up one morning and you're doing fine
Next thing you know,
You're saying that it happens all the time
You wake up one morning and you're doing good
Next thing you know,
You're thinking about the things you didn't say but should

Oh no, I did it again
Don't look now, but I lost a fried
It might have been me but I think it was him
Makes me think I never had a friend

She wakes up one morning and finally sees
Theres something wrong
You know it's not the way it was supposed to be
She falls asleep wondering about the world
And how it's strange, she didn't want to see the worst about the girl

Oh no, I did it again
Don't look now, but I lost a fried
It might have been me but I think it was him
Makes me think I never had a friend

But that's how it goes sometimes
It's not so great, but you think it's fine
I can't ignore the signs
It must be your's because it sure ain't mine

Oh no, I did it again
Don't look now, but I lost a fried
It might have been me but I think it was him
Makes me think I never had a friend